Blessed.

Finals are next week and I am about to lose it. I have no motivation what so ever. I want to be done with school. FOREVER. I do not learn well in a classroom. Not at all. Teachers aggravate me and I don't know why I want to be one. My psych final is tomorrow and earlier today I was stressin cause I didn't feel prepared. Luckily for me, I have been blessed with Nick. Right before he left for folf club, he talked to me for a long time. He helped me change the way I look at school and my attitude about it. I still want to be done with it but somehow Nick always knows what to say to me. He talked to me about suffering and it was what I needed to hear. After folf club he came back to school to help me understand stuff a little better. Did you catch that? HE CAME BACK TO SCHOOL TO HELP ME! I was still having my own pity party and had a very little desire to learn this stuff. He was more patient than any teacher I have ever had. When most people would have given up on me, he didn't. He made sure I stayed focused and repeated things over and over and over again for me. He wasn't upset when I would say " i dunno.." to every question. I don't know why he wants to help me cause I am not an easy one to teach, but I am so thankful he does.

Thank you Nick, for your incredible amount of patience and for not giving up on me.